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I love the Brave girls club… You will love this..  Brave Girls…

I learned at Brave Girls club a visualization technique that teaches us to view our soul as a house.  The people we allow in close to our heart have the opportunity to build us up or tear down what they find.  It is not their house, so generally there is a lack or sanctity and respect.  As we become accustom to the de-sanctification of our soul-houses we allow more and more abruptness, destruction, and vandalism to occur…. Until one day we look around and find we are surrounded by filth, and dirt and grimy ick.  We have allowed other people and things to come into the most sacred places in our heart and punch holes in our walls, and pee on our carpets, and break out our windows leaving behind what feels like an irrepairable amount of damage.

When we find ourselves in this condition… when we can recognize what has happened to our once beautiful soul, we have the option to continue to live in the mess as it is, or to shut down, lock up and begin renovation… Soul Restoration.

2009 ick… actually 2008… That’s when I began to open my eyes.

My problems really lie in that I have kicked everyone out and boarded up my house in its damaged and dirty state, trapping inside all the mess, guilt, anger and destruction.  And then I walked away from my soul house… far away… with no intention of ever going back.  I categorized my soul as a total loss.  Salvage value only, and there was not much to salvage.  Leaving my soul house and walking away was so very lonely.  I could not stand the silence.  The silence rang louder in my ears than any busy noise ever could, deafening my senses and blinding my eyes.  I was so alone, so very displaced, and disoriented. more of the story..